I was a really sweet person with a lot of energy, ideas, and enthusiasm to become involved...
People here have hurt & offended me deeply... when the pills make me stop crying, all I feel inside is intense rage... I am a cripplingly shy person with a long history of people going out of their way to make me feel bad about myself as a person...but I still went out there and opened myself up to the world, offered myself and my soul to a few lucky fools who shoved me rudely away...I had so much positivity to share with the people around me, and I was treated so shamefully cruelly and carelessly.
I am not as strong as people assume.
People have made me feel so profoundly awful from so deep within.
Fuck the World!
I'm done being nice.
It has also been made painfully clear to me that men may think a woman with a tattooed face is nice to look at, but they don't want to touch her AT ALL!
Men failed me badly...
You know who you are!
If you don't like tattooed lady parts, don't look!
