Acrylic on canvas, by Countess Carcass
July 26, 2021
Monday, July 26, 2021
Sunday, July 25, 2021
Great-Grandpa's Paintings
My mom gave me 2 of my Great-Grandfather's paintings, though there are no dates on them, she says they are roughly 80-90+ years old (Could be close to 100) By John W. Sinclair:
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| Watercolor on paper |
Friday, July 16, 2021
Painting: Robot Eye by Countess Carcass 2021
My first Painting in 2 years! (I did zero artwork of any kind in 2020)
Acrylic on canvas
Took about 4 hours...will take a while to get familiar with painting again
Monday, July 12, 2021
Truth...search while it's still there to find
The truth won't be available to us much longer!!! Seek it out while it's still accessible to us! The New World Order is Here...
Check out ODYSEE.COM - An alternative media platform that still allows free speech and discussion. Get off YOUTUBE & Google!
Question everything...
Renowned Brain Surgeons Say C-vid Vaccines Are Eating People's Brains
Odysee: Food Rationing Coming (Alex Jones)
Odysee: Pedophiles Have Hijacked the Gay Movement
JP Sears Facebook Censorship (Satire / YouTube)
Favorite Channels:
Alex Jones Channel - Odysee (Even if you have a dislike for Alex Jones, he is RIGHT)
Zeducation (Memes, etc) - YouTube
Sunday, July 4, 2021
The Surreal Present
I've had a new job in a new city (Kelowna, BC) for over 9 months now...there are people I have worked with, spoken to, spent time around for this entire time and we have all been in masks - when my co-workers take off their masks, I realize I really haven't seen many of their faces...I don't know what my friendly co-workers look like!
...and many of them have not seen much of my face either...
But we have been in each other's company for months!
I have to look twice at people in the lunchroom to see if it is someone I should know!
...very surreal...working a long period of time and no one really seeing each other's faces...
Inferno
It reached 45 degrees C here a few days ago...
My next door neighbor died. We watched his body removed just a few yards away, through the kitchen window. (So sorry, Jim) The village of Lytton also supposedly burned in 15 mins...
So sorry I don't post much these days. I have been so angry for so long that when I am happy I hide so no one can ruin it or hurt me. I'm hiding in paradise, lounging on the beach and searching for Ogopogo. I pretty much stopped all creative activities... I don't even make smut really lately (Too difficult - I stay with my mom a lot and work a lot...I was finding the quality was very rushed and poor)
My life is LITERALLY a beach party these days though! I walk to work, beach-hopping the whole way with all kinds of people partying on the sand and bare bums laying out on towels. Then I hang out and work a couple hours before my one hour break back at ANOTHER beach, and then a little more hanging out at work. :) There are A LOT of fabulous bare bums out here! Sometimes Nick (Dick Splinters) is hanging out on the sand with me, so I have someone to elbow when a really nice set of cheeks is bouncing by! It really feels like a tropical paradise far from Canada...
And I've been off night shift for 9 months. It took 6 for me to start feeling OK again...night shift fucked me up quite significantly, even though I loved it. After 20 years of it, my health problems were severe...my personality changed so much I couldn't find my "old self" anywhere within, and I was foolish enough to try to make friends in a place infamous for being unfriendly and clique-y... but I have to say I have my revenge: The "Living Well" kind. :) I would have shared happiness with my friends, but it turned out I didn't really have very many at all. Instead I'm living well for me, in paradise beach-hopping, even during covid...spending time with my mom and a couple other turkeys...just a few years away from retirement.
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| Nick & Uncle Pat; Countess & Mum! (Dallas) My 42nd Birthday Party |
I was right all along, it really WAS where I was living that was the problem, not me. I fit in here. People are friendly and all say hello. Men check me out and ask me on dates, and not just scummy men. I feel I connect with the people here WAY better, and everyone here has a smile and is looking for fun and beauty and nature. I can walk out the door and instantly have something to do, places to go, people to say Hi to. In Calgary, you can support people's creative endeavors and offer encouragement and ask to participate, and all you will get is FUCK OFF. So I have - I never had to be nice, I never had to support with my art and my dancing and my money. I never had to offer one damn positive word or hand of friendship to anyone (especially when my health problems were very SEVERE) but I did anyway out of some erroneous notion of a "Love of the Underground artist/musician/creative person" I USED to love the unknown, underground artists, but have found they are just as narcissistic as any big time success. There is nothing "noble" about the little guy who is struggling - they are big assholes too.
Anyway, it's nice to be right, it's nice to be free, and it's too bad it has to come with a "fuck you" to most of the people from my past, but that was THEIR fault, not mine. The people I invited into my life didn't know how lucky they were I invited - THEY can fuck off. My life will always be a party, even during lockdown.
Kiss kiss kiss, to everyone who follows my smut page!!!! You're always appreciated! So sorry to be behind on posting, just too hot and busy... Big hugs for the few real friends I did find - I'm feeling better. My happy side is for the people who were nice to me during my worst times.
Saturday, April 4, 2020
Preparing For The Worst: Helpful Stuff
Plan for the WORST - medical supplies are dwindling (not to mention toilet paper & food)...trade with other countries has stopped... believe it or not, THIS is World War 3 - only the enemy is viral.
This is what I have been up to:
-1/2 glass of Tonic Water (with Quinine) every morning and evening - there is word this works prophylactically to reduce symptoms of Cornoavirus, and improve survival. DO NOT plan to take things containing acetaminophen, ibuprofen, or other NSAIDs - at the moment this is seen to cause problems)
- When coming in from outside - remove outer clothes at door, wash hands immediately, and SHOWER - quick and efficiently - don't fuckin' waste water either!!! ...then go back and sanitize the door handle. (I am lucky to have a little antechamber at my front door - nothing comes past the 2nd door without careful actions.)
-Cut up old T-shirts into wide strips to tie over your face as masks - not as good as N95, but better than nothing...we are running out of masks, so start making your own.
Remember: Single-use - put into a "Dirty Bag" with the outside folded so it's inside (Consider the outside contaminated) disinfect in a 1% bleach solution before washing in hot water for reuse.
N95 masks are SINGLE USE ONLY - find re-useable solutions and save the disposable masks for the health care industry, not just a trip outside.
-Add a few drops of Dettol to your shampoo bottle - my coworkers tell me Coronavirus can hang in the air for 3 HOURS. Grocery stores and transit are the worst places to be, even if you avoid each other. Walks outside are an ILLUSION of safety - even a fair wind is just blowing shit around, not away from you.
-Wipe down all store purchases/deliveries with a vinegar and water solution before bringing into your kitchen. VERY IMPORTANT if you are caring for or living with older family members - keep your vulnerable loved ones safe, even if you don't care about yourself.
-USE SOAP / BLEACH etc. SPARINGLY - you only need a LITTLE BIT.
Bleach - 1 part mixed with 100 parts water is all that is necessary (1% solution)
Soap - More is NOT going to work better - just use the size of a large pea and RUB LOTS.
-If you have a grow tent, start planting NOW - make sure you include things like millet, flax, and chia - you can grow the seeds they sell for cooking (mine have sprouted). Grow continuous harvest veggies like lettuce, spinach, chives, herbs, keeping in mind that things that produce fruits and vegetables often require pollen from another plant. (Some self-pollinate, like peppers, but you have to shake the flowers a bit to get it done) You can pollinate using a paintbrush every day (Kinky plant sex!) - use the same brush always, and store in a Ziploc bag - get as much different pollins onto your brush over time as you can, and you will get better yield. (I have also seen cucumber flowers tied together to produce better.) ***If you don't have a grow tent, save some millet, flax, chia, etc. from your food to plant just outside your door when it warms up. (Millet is a high-density source of grain that can be ground in a coffee grinder into flower.) Herbs can be frozen if they produce too much at one time - they are still veggies.
-Ladies - conserve hygiene products - sit on the toilet a little longer to "Drip", and consider helping your menstrual process along in a quick, purposeful shower before replacing your hygiene product. You will use less, as well as a bit less toilet paper. CONSERVE.
-Food Conservation - eat until half-full and put a couple huge glasses of water on top to create the "full feeling". Don't just sit and snack all day - thinking about conserving food keeps your mind on your cupboards, and does cause unnecessary snacking.
-Oyster mushrooms - superfood that grows on used coffee grounds - I have several bags of fungus, but I still need to master the art of getting the mushrooms sprouting nicely. (I would share, but I don't know how I would get my fungus to people safely...still thinking about that.)
USE ALL SUPPLIES & FOOD SPARINGLY - there WILL BE SHORTAGES which WILL CREATE HIGH COSTS.
ASSUME THE WORST WILL HAPPEN AND TAKE ACTION NOW TO CHANGE YOUR HABITS - THIS WILL NOT BE OVER IN A FEW MONTHS, EVEN IF WE GET A VACCINE RIGHT NOW.
***wILL POST MORE IDEAS AS I GET THEM
{Warmest wishes and best of luck to Linda Carr (My camera bunny, Dick Splinters's mom) who is in the hospital for emergency surgery. She is a sweet and wonderful woman, and I send her and her daughters and family my warmest wishes of love.}
This is what I have been up to:
-1/2 glass of Tonic Water (with Quinine) every morning and evening - there is word this works prophylactically to reduce symptoms of Cornoavirus, and improve survival. DO NOT plan to take things containing acetaminophen, ibuprofen, or other NSAIDs - at the moment this is seen to cause problems)
- When coming in from outside - remove outer clothes at door, wash hands immediately, and SHOWER - quick and efficiently - don't fuckin' waste water either!!! ...then go back and sanitize the door handle. (I am lucky to have a little antechamber at my front door - nothing comes past the 2nd door without careful actions.)
-Cut up old T-shirts into wide strips to tie over your face as masks - not as good as N95, but better than nothing...we are running out of masks, so start making your own.
Remember: Single-use - put into a "Dirty Bag" with the outside folded so it's inside (Consider the outside contaminated) disinfect in a 1% bleach solution before washing in hot water for reuse.
N95 masks are SINGLE USE ONLY - find re-useable solutions and save the disposable masks for the health care industry, not just a trip outside.
-Add a few drops of Dettol to your shampoo bottle - my coworkers tell me Coronavirus can hang in the air for 3 HOURS. Grocery stores and transit are the worst places to be, even if you avoid each other. Walks outside are an ILLUSION of safety - even a fair wind is just blowing shit around, not away from you.
-Wipe down all store purchases/deliveries with a vinegar and water solution before bringing into your kitchen. VERY IMPORTANT if you are caring for or living with older family members - keep your vulnerable loved ones safe, even if you don't care about yourself.
-USE SOAP / BLEACH etc. SPARINGLY - you only need a LITTLE BIT.
Bleach - 1 part mixed with 100 parts water is all that is necessary (1% solution)
Soap - More is NOT going to work better - just use the size of a large pea and RUB LOTS.
-If you have a grow tent, start planting NOW - make sure you include things like millet, flax, and chia - you can grow the seeds they sell for cooking (mine have sprouted). Grow continuous harvest veggies like lettuce, spinach, chives, herbs, keeping in mind that things that produce fruits and vegetables often require pollen from another plant. (Some self-pollinate, like peppers, but you have to shake the flowers a bit to get it done) You can pollinate using a paintbrush every day (Kinky plant sex!) - use the same brush always, and store in a Ziploc bag - get as much different pollins onto your brush over time as you can, and you will get better yield. (I have also seen cucumber flowers tied together to produce better.) ***If you don't have a grow tent, save some millet, flax, chia, etc. from your food to plant just outside your door when it warms up. (Millet is a high-density source of grain that can be ground in a coffee grinder into flower.) Herbs can be frozen if they produce too much at one time - they are still veggies.
-Ladies - conserve hygiene products - sit on the toilet a little longer to "Drip", and consider helping your menstrual process along in a quick, purposeful shower before replacing your hygiene product. You will use less, as well as a bit less toilet paper. CONSERVE.
-Food Conservation - eat until half-full and put a couple huge glasses of water on top to create the "full feeling". Don't just sit and snack all day - thinking about conserving food keeps your mind on your cupboards, and does cause unnecessary snacking.
-Oyster mushrooms - superfood that grows on used coffee grounds - I have several bags of fungus, but I still need to master the art of getting the mushrooms sprouting nicely. (I would share, but I don't know how I would get my fungus to people safely...still thinking about that.)
USE ALL SUPPLIES & FOOD SPARINGLY - there WILL BE SHORTAGES which WILL CREATE HIGH COSTS.
ASSUME THE WORST WILL HAPPEN AND TAKE ACTION NOW TO CHANGE YOUR HABITS - THIS WILL NOT BE OVER IN A FEW MONTHS, EVEN IF WE GET A VACCINE RIGHT NOW.
***wILL POST MORE IDEAS AS I GET THEM
{Warmest wishes and best of luck to Linda Carr (My camera bunny, Dick Splinters's mom) who is in the hospital for emergency surgery. She is a sweet and wonderful woman, and I send her and her daughters and family my warmest wishes of love.}
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