I spent a year and a half telling someone in passionate detail how much they meant to me as a musical and personal influence, and telling him how much I loved and wanted him and would do anything for him...
He told me he wouldn't get anything meaningful out of being with me.
...he pretty much told me I wasn't even worth his time.
...for the record, I am only so offensive, ridiculous, and obscene to mask a huge amount of despair...if you can't joke off the ugliest side of life (and see that the universe really IS magical) it will destroy you...
...forgive me, oh, Noble Hypocrite, for not being deep and meaningful enough for you...all of your "deep" spoutings are pretty hollow. You are not the person you tell everyone else they should be!
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