Every time I've ever been really turned on, the person I have been hot for has dumped a bucket of cold water on my head (figuratively) right when I have been hottest. It is SO HARD for me to want a man sexually because of how I have been treated my whole life, and when I can finally manage it (even with the guy's permission and encouragement) I STILL get that bucket of water on my head when I'm hot!!!!!!!
Don't fucking talk to me unless you mean what you say.
DO NOT attempt to help me with my sexual problems unless you are actually willing to go through with things you say. MY BODY DOESN'T WORK AT ALL ANYMORE because of the way men are STILL continuing to treat me!!!!!! I don't get wet, and I DON'T get turned on (I fake it with lube for my porn) - there is nothing I can even think of to masturbate to. Men failed me (and most women I'm sure) VERY BADLY. I used to be a sexual person, but now I am NOT. As I have said, I am abstinent, and staying that way. The only associations I have with sex are BAD.
I HATE SEX - it's for men, not women! Men get to cum every time - there's no such thing as bad sex for MEN - for women, all we get is BAD. Men did this to a really passionate, hot woman!!!! Guys don't want that kind of thing - this is decades of experience talking. I CAN'T enjoy sex anymore, even with my ex Nick because of what men have done to my psychology. I am NOT exaggerating - what keeps happening to me is BRUTAL. And humiliating.
I fucking hate people. The people I was opening up to needed to take my problems WAY more seriously than they were, because all they have done is destroy me further.
***UPDATE:
I found some pills on Amazon that really work for women this way!!!! (I searched "Viagra for women") These take 8 weeks to build up though, but I'm suddenly noticing a change at 2 weeks! Yay for science!!!!!!
A great gift for a lady at this time of year! ;)
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